My main on my desktop browser and an alt on my phone browser. 15 combined years and over 10k karma between them. (I had one really popular comment about poop in a /r/ShowerThoughts thread)
Now I don’t have to care about any drama that unfolds. It feels good to put it behind me.
Critical thinking is a skill that can be learned and improved. You might want to start here: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Escalation_of_commitment